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Spoiler Discussion and Plot Summary for The Paper Palace
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Brief Synopsis of The Paper Palace
List of Characters in The Paper Palace
What (and where) is The Paper Palace?
List of Events in Elle’s Life in The Paper Palace
Does Elle choose Peter or Jonas at the end of The Paper Palace?
Spoiler Discussion for The Paper Palace
Book Club Questions for the Paper Palace
The Paper Palace by Miranda Cowley Heller was published in 2021 by Riverhead Books.
Very Brief Synopsis of The Paper Palace
If you just want a short synopsis of the story, here you go:
Eleanor (Elle) has spent her summers at her family’s Cape Cod home since childhood. Now fifty-five, she is there with her husband Peter and her three children, plus her mother, Wallace. Elle has also just slept with Jonas, a married childhood friend with whom she’s always had a deep emotional connection.
Elle feels horribly guilty but reflects on her family history, which includes her mother being sexually abused by her stepfather and Elle being raped at age sixteen by her stepbrother, Conrad.
Years ago, after Jonas got Elle to confide in him about the rape, the two of them went out on a boat with Conrad, who was not an experienced sailor. In rough seas, Conrad was knocked overboard and they did not try to save him.
Jonas always had a crush on Elle, but the memory of what what she suffered and of the part the two of them played in Conrad’s death always haunted her.
Elle promised Jonas she’d let him know if she was going to get married, then got engaged without telling him. Jonas subsequently gets married too.
Years later, when Jonas shows up on the Cape, Elle sleeps with him, then spends the rest of the book thinking about her life and her family’s history. All of this leads up to the end and her presumptive choice between Peter and Jonas.
The author thinks her choice is clear, but do we???
Characters in The Paper Palace
Eleanor (Elle) (55, born in 1966). The daughter of Henry and Wallace.
Peter – Elle’s husband, a British journalist.
Jack (17) Maddy (10) and Finn (9) are Elle’s children
Wallace – Elle’s mother
Anna – Elle’s sister. Born two years before Elle, she died of ovarian cancer in her 30s.
Jonas – A painter who is two or three years younger than Elle. They first met when Elle was 10.
Henry – Elle’s father
Dwight and Nancy – the parents of Joanne, Henry’s second wife
Leo – Wallace’s boyfriend after her divorce. A jazz musician with two children.
Conrad – Leo’s son, one year older than Elle. He comes to live with Leo, Wallace, Elle and Anna when Elle is around 12.
Rosemary – Leo’s daughter, three years younger than Elle.
Dixon – a friend of Wallace’s and Anna’s godfather. Married to Andrea.
William and Myrtle – Henry’s parents and Elle’s paternal grandparents
Joanne – Henry’s wife in the 1970s
Mary – Henry’s wife in the 1980s
What is The Paper Palace, anyway?
The Paper Palace is a group of cabins in Cape Cod’s “Back Woods,” which are filled with kettle ponds.
Eleanor’s grandfather Amory was a sculptor who inherited a house (The Big House) on a pond near the small Outer Cape town of Truro.
Amory built four one-bedroom cabins on the pond that he planned to rent out for extra income. He was running low on money so built the cabin interiors out of paperboard. He called the cabins “The Paper Palace.” He left the Big House to his third wife, Pamela, and the Paper Palace to Wallace.
The “paper palace” seems like somewhat of a metaphor for the flimsy family foundation on which Elle’s life is built. Her family has a history of sexual abuse, divorce, and infidelity, all of which have shaped Elle’s life.
Elle’s life in The Paper Palace (Chronological Plot Summary of The Paper Palace)
A lot of The Paper Palace is Elle’s family history, but the narrative jumps back and forth in time.
Here is an approximate list of the major events in Elle’s life:
Elle’s maternal grandparents were Amory (a sculptor) and Nanette (a New York socialite). Nanette divorced Amory when her daughter Wallace (Elle’s mother) and her son Austin (Elle’s uncle) were young.
In the early 1950s, Nanette married Jim, who sexually abused both Wallace and Austin.
After that, Nanette married Vince, a banana salesman. Nanette left him and got a villa in Guatemala in the divorce. Wallace’s brother Austin stayed there, but Wallace went the U.S. to attend boarding school.
Elle’s parents are Wallace and Henry. Wallace had an affair with a neighbor when Elle was four, and Wallace and Henry divorced after that. Henry remarried Joanne when Elle was about seven.
After the divorce, Wallace starts a relationship with Leo, a musician. He has two children, Rosemary and Conrad.
Elle meets a boy named Jonas one summer in Cape Cod in the 1970s, when she is nearly eleven and he is about eight.
About three or four years later, Elle, Leo, Wallace, Elle’s sister Anna, and Conrad are staying at the Paper Palace. Jonas is there as well, and he and Elle spend lots of time together. Anna and Conrad tease Elle about being a cradle robber. Conrad spies on Elle in the bathroom.
That winter, Elle wakes up and realizes Conrad has pulled up her nightgown and masturbated on her. He continues to do this and Elle is too afraid to tell anyone.
The summer Elle is 16 (circa 1982) Elle’s blended family heads to Cape Cod. Conrad watches Elle skinny dip, then rapes her in her cabin. Elle tries to tell her mother something has happened, but then reconsiders and pretends to be sick.
Jonas is also there and they attend sailing camp together. Elle feels like Conrad has ruined the Back Woods for her. Jonas senses something is wrong between Elle and Conrad and Elle finally confides in Jonah that Conrad sexually assaulted her.
Leo plans a family sailing day and Elle convinces Wallace to let Jonas join them. Conrad, Jonas and Elle go out in the sailboat. Conrad isn’t an experienced sailor.
The waves are rough and Conrad is knocked into the water. He is not wearing a life jacket and yells for Conrad and Elle to throw him the life preserver.
They don’t, and Conrad drowns. Elle and Jonas make a blood oath to keep the secret of how Conrad died. Jonas gives Elle a green glass ring.
The next summer, Jonas spends the summer in Maine instead of on the Cape. Leo moves out and Wallace miscarries their baby.
A year later, Wallace finds Elle’s journal, in which she’s written about the rape. Wallace confronts Elle, assuming that Leo raped her. Elle lets her think that.
When Elle is in her 20s, she is almost mugged in London. The mugger wants her to hand over the green ring glass that Jonas gave her. A Brit called Peter rescues her (and her ring) and they start dating.
Elle invites Peter to New York to meet Wallace, who emerges from her deep depression to entertain them.
The next year, Elle runs into Jonas in New York. Four years later, she thinks she sees Jonas at the Whitney Museum. She calls him and then lies to get out of a dinner with Peter’s parents to meet up with him. He makes her promise that if she is ever getting married, she will tell him.
Elle runs into Jonas’s mother in Cape Cod, who congratulates her on her upcoming wedding (apparently reported to her by Wallace.) Jonas’s mom says that he is also getting married, to Gina. Jonas and Elle argue again about her disappearing on him. Elle marries Peter.
A year later, Anna calls, crying. Elle meets her in Cape Cod and Anna says that she has advanced ovarian cancer. Elle tries to tell Anna about what happened on the boat with Conrad, but Anna is distracted. Sadly, Anna dies.
In the present, Elle and her family arrive in Cape Cod. She sees Jonas and Gina fighting. Peter gets called to Memphis for a story and Elle goes with him. Elle visits Conrad’s grave and goes to see Rosemary, who tells her that Conrad raped her too and that she is glad that Conrad is dead.
Elle sleeps with Jonas.
The next day, Peter says he saw Elle kissing Jonas’s hand in the kitchen. Elle reassures him, saying that she and Jonas don’t love each other that way, and that she was kissing Jonas’s hand because he burned it.
Later that night, she and Wallace discuss Leo. Elle tells her mother that it wasn’t Leo who raped her, but Conrad. Wallace tells Elle that there are “some swims you do regret.“
Elle wakes up the next morning and asks Peter to go swimming with her, but he wants to sleep. She can see Jonas waiting across the pond. She takes off her wedding ring “one last time” and heads out for a swim.
What Makes Elle Decide to Cheat With Jonas?
Elle had buried the traumatic part of her past (her rape and the part she and Jonas played in Conrad’s death) and tried to forget about it.
The oath they made to keep the secret about Conrad’s death, and the ring he gave her, were a dark kind of ceremonial promise.
So what made Elle decide to sleep with Jonas after all these years? She had plenty of opportunities. Both of them were in Cape Cod nearly every summer. They know each other’s spouses and families. They both seem to have ties to New York, so they could easily run into each other there, or arrange to meet.
I think it was her trip to Memphis and her conversation with Conrad’s sister Rosemary that finally absolved Elle of any guilt and shame she (wrongfully) felt about Conrad’s assault of her and also over Conrad’s death. I think this conversation finally gave her the freedom to consider being with Jonas.
Spoilers: Does Elle Choose Peter or Jonas at the end of the Paper Palace?
I urge you to read ALL the smart and insightful comments on this post! I can’t thank all of you enough for sharing your thoughts and hope YOU will join the discussion.
If you want a quick recap of some of the possible interpretations of the ending, I have listed them below.
Elle Chooses Jonas at the End of the Paper Palace
The Elle and Jonas are soulmates theory for all you true romantics!
Many commenters feel that, at the end of the Paper Palace, Elle chooses Jonas.
She clearly loves Peter, but feels that her relationship with Jonas is something she never let herself explore because of the trauma of her rape by Conrad and her guilt over the part she and Jonas played in his death.
After talking to Rosemary and realizing that Conrad was a monster, she feels free to finally explore her feelings for Jonas.
Before she goes out to swim, she takes off her wedding ring and squeezes it “one final time,” meaning that she won’t be putting it back on again.
Also, Elle’s mother tells her “two things you never regret, a baby and a swim.” Then she later tells her that “there are some swims you do regret. The problem is, you never know until you take them.”
Some readers interpret the as Wallace suggesting that Elle go explore her connection with Jonas and see where it goes.
Elle Chooses Peter at the End of the Paper Palace
The practical ones among us are on this train. Here is our evidence:
Elle gives Jonas his ring back. I get into the ring symbolism further down, but rings are meaningful in the story.
The fact that she’s taking her wedding ring from Peter off “one last time” could also mean that she will be leaving it on going forward
When she’s confessing all to Wallace about the rape and Conrad, Wallace says “I think you broke his heart when you married Peter.”
An image of young Jonas comes to Elle and she says, “I loved him too.” Past tense. But I must add that (sorry!) she also says (presumably of present-day Jonas) “I do not know him yet.” YET!
When Elle has the opportunity to tell Peter she slept with Jonas, she does not. When Peter says he “knows” about Elle and Jonas, Elle feels pure panic. She’s relieved when all Peter “knows” is that Elle kissed Peter, and even then she convinces him that she was just kissing his burnt hand.
If she were going to leave Peter, this would be the perfect opening for Elle to tell him that. But she doesn’t.
Some people in comments have pointed out the hummingbird clue. Elle sees one at the end of the book and remembers Jonas telling her that hummingbirds are the only birds that can fly backwards (thanks Joana for straightening me out.)
BUT Elle then says “If I could fly backward, I would.” Meaning that she can’t.
Elle then notices that the hummingbird’s wings make an infinity symbol, and she also says that her wedding ring is an “eternal” shape. She decides to do what no other member of her family has done: keep her wedding vows.
Elle Commits Suicide at the End
Okay, this theory is from comments and is more fringe, but I LOVE an out-there theory, IF it is supported in the text. And I think there is some evidence to support it.
There are several drownings in the book: Conrad, the old man in the pond, and Peggy (who nearly drowns but is saved by Wallace.)
There is a point in the story, after Conrad spies on Elle in the bathroom, when Elle contemplates suicide. She thinks about how she would kill herself, picturing tying a rock to her leg and jumping off the boat. She wants Conrad to feel responsible for her death.
On the other hand, she was a teenager at the time and very upset about Conrad spying on her in the bathroom. This could be a thing many children say, an “I’ll be dead and you’ll be sorry” kind of thing.
Elle Sleeps With Jonas One Last Time, and THEN Chooses Peter
Okay, this is my new personal theory at the moment.
When Peter says he “knows” about Jonas, Elle realizes what a terrible mistake she made.
As argued above, the fact that she does NOT admit to sleeping with Jonas is important. It would be the perfect opening to admit it to Peter. It would be so easy for her to agree with Peter that yes, she did it and she’s leaving him. But she doesn’t say that.
When Wallace says, “There are some swims you do regret, Eleanor. The problem is you never know until you take them” she means that she knows that Elle took a “swim” with Jonas.
Maybe that she knows Elle regrets it or thinks she will regret it. And that she understands that Elle had to sleep with Jonas to know that she wanted Peter.
The storm that night is a metaphorical one and after it, Elle’s mind is clear. The hummingbird reminds her that she can’t go backwards and needs to move forward.
Elle takes off her wedding ring “one last time,” meaning that she needs this one last “swim” with Jonas to close the book on them forever.
Themes (and Possible Clues) in the Paper Palace
Ring Symbolism in The Paper Palace
There is a lot of ring symbolism in The Paper Palace.
The green glass ring clearly symbolizes Elle and Jonas’s relationship.
Jonas gives Elle the green glass ring after Conrad dies. They have already made an oath to keep the secret of Conrad’s death and Jonas seems to see this ring as a sort of promise ring.
Peter saves Elle (and the ring) when she’s almost mugged in London.
Later, Elle meets Jonas in a diner New York. She tells Jonas about Peter, then leaves the ring on the table, symbolically ending her relationship with Jonas so she can be with Peter. She tells Jonas that she only wore the ring to remember what they did. Jonas tells her, “Peter isn’t the ring guy. I’m the ring guy.”
In Cape Cod (in the present), Elle finds the green ring in her jewelry box. She tells Jonas that she found it and gives it back to him, another rebuffing of him.
In the final scene of The Paper Palace, Elle takes her wedding ring off “one last time” and leaves it when she goes to meet Jonas in the pond.
Drowning Symbolism in The Paper Palace
I noticed all the water symbolism in the book, but I hadn’t really noticed the drownings until the commenters (who believe Elle committed suicide) pointed it out.
Even if you are skeptical about Elle taking her own life, the water symbolism is important.
Peggy, a girl Elle used to swim with, nearly drowns in a pond while Elle is watching. Wallace drags her out and gives her mouth to mouth.
Book Club Discussion Questions for The Paper Palace
The comments on this post have a LOT of great ideas, but I’ll pull out a few:
Do you think that Elle choose Jonas or Peter and why? Do you agree with her choice? (This could take up the entire book club discussion and a few bottles of wine! The author thinks that Elle’s choice is clear, but if you read the comments there’s more than one opinion.)
How does the book’s inclusion of three generations of Elle’s family history give insight into the choices she makes? If I’d read this book in my twenties, I would have had a much different opinion than I do reading it now.
Discuss the symbolism of rings (see my analysis above here) in the story.
Water is another big motif in the story.
Plus The Paper Palace itself (see my analysis above here) also has a lot of symbolism.
A commenter on this post made a very important point: that talking about fictional characters’ experiences with trauma, sexual assault and sexual abuse can be extremely triggering to those who are survivors. If this is a book club choice, you might want to let members know.
In addition, it was pointed out to me that making a well-intentioned but badly worded comment about a fictional character’s choices or reactions after an assault can be hurtful to survivors of trauma.
I found this article by RAINN (Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network) on speaking with survivors of sexual assault and abuse really helpful and hope you do too.
Spoiler Discussion for The Paper Palace
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I don’t know if you saw my review but I HATED this book including the ambiguous ending. My mom also read it and thought she *stayed* with Peter but your explanation makes more sense. I also feel like I read something with the author where she felt the ending was super clear, which NO it was not.
So glad you found this as I forgot to link it on Goodreads.
I did enjoy aspects of this. I’m really familiar with the setting and I thought the family history aspects were really well done.
But I HATED the love triangle aspect of the plot. Elle says over and over what a great guy Peter is, and Jonas didn’t do it for me AT ALL and I’d have thought with the terrible impact adultery and broken parental relationships had on her own life, she would at least end one relationship before starting another. I do think she leaves Peter (though it isn’t entirely clear) and maybe the (depressing) message of the book is that family patterns keep repeating themselves?
I do think I would have enjoyed it more if I knew the setting – that’s a good point as it really can influence how much I like a book!
For some reason, Jonas always kind of made me think of Quint in Jaws even though we see him as a kid, young man, and middle-aged adult and never as a crusty sea captain. I think Quint is a fascinating character in the film but not particularly swoonworthy.
And if the message was that family patterns repeat themselves, holy cow is that depressing! I wish we’d had more of her mother and sister – they had more pizzazz for me.
I am also confused about the end. I don’t remember her ever taking her wedding ring off to swim before, so that seemed like an important action. However, she seemed to end things with Jonas the night before, and confirmed to Peter that she loved only him. I really wanted her to end up with Jonas, but at the same time I didn’t want her to ruin what she had with Peter. I was torn, and wish there had been a definite answer in the end.
One thing that makes me think she stayed with Peter is the Wuthering Heights connection. I didn’t see it until she read the book at her grandmother’s house, but Jonas and Heathcliff have some parallels. I might be reaching a bit on that one, did anyone else see that?
Hi Lila!
I was #TeamPeter but I do think she chooses Jonas as all the clues (ring motifs, her swimming toward him) seemed to point to that. Good catch on the Wuthering Heights reference – not my fave book and I definitely see the parallels
I agree with you except wanting her to be with Jonas… Yes she knew him from young and thy obviously had the connection, but when he forced what what he did on the beach I don’t think he was much better than Conrad.
I did find it odd that after all the build up of ‘that act’ the night before, it was mentioned briefly in one short sentence and that was it! I was listening to it on audio book and had to rewind to find it!
Disappointing ambiguous ending for me.
I loved this book. I thought her writing was incredible and my attention was held to the end. I hoped she would wind up with Jonas, and was disappointed the end was not clearer. I’m not sure who she wound up with. I found it very confusing. Leaning toward thinking she left Peter for Jonas with her taking off her ring for the “last time.”
Hi Lynn! I read an interview where the author insisted the ending was “clear!”
Glad you also think the ring was a major clue. I wanted her to stay with Peter, but am pretty sure she chose Jonas.
Thank you for this wonderful discussion. I thought the ending was very clear, Elle chose Jonas. She wanted to chose Peter and tried to, but knew she wouldn’t be happy. So she took off her wedding ring and swam to Jonas. In real life I don’t believe in people breaking up their families, but this is a literary work and this was the correct ending for this book. Elle loved nature and the place. Jonas shared that in a way Peter could not. He was her soul mate. They couldn’t be together previously because of the guilt over Conrad’s death, but that ended when she went to Memphis and met Rosemary. So the way was paved for Elle and Jonas to finally be together and although Elle tried to stay with Peter, she did not really have a choice. Again, don’t try this in real life!
Hi Sharlene and glad we agree that she chose Jonas!
I loved your insightful comment BUT am going to make a case for why I think choosing Peter was the correct ending. Choosing Jonas would tie Elle (and her children) to the patterns of infidelity and instability that have repeated through her family for three generations. The book makes a huge deal of this and spends a lot of time on it. To me, the Paper Palace is a metaphor for the flimsy foundation her family has been built on.
Jonas is part of Elle’s past and will always tie her to Conrad’s death. Yes, Conrad was a villain and, while I don’t approve of vigilante justice, (don’t try this in real life haha!) I do think Conrad was a terrible person whose behavior needed to be stopped somehow.
I think Peter was the fresh start Elle needed to break her family’s patterns and establish a stable new foundation for herself, which is why she chose him in the first place. By cheating with Jonas and going back to him, I feel like she’s going back to all that dysfunction AND breaking up two families in the process.
Maybe between Rosemary’s revelation and Elle’s “baptism” in the pond she is a new Elle, but I just can’t get behind it.
I definitely think my opinion is the unpopular one. I’m not a Jonas fan, I guess!
Hi Jen,
I agree with EVERYTHING you have said and I think Elle would agree with it too. But you are too rational. This is a primal love. At one point Elle says Jonas is the animal and Peter is the mineral and she needs a rock. But by the end she realizes that she is just too intertwined with Jonas and will never be truly happy without him. She didn’t want to give Peter up for all the reasons that have been discussed, but Jonas is her soul mate and that trumps everything else in the end. I don’t believe in soul mates but let myself believe in it for this book. It’s literature vs. real life.
Hmmm not sure why your second comment wasn’t auto-approved; going to have to look into that. Sorry!
And I guess I am a mineral too 🙂
SO well put!!
Loved this book. It slowly drew me in and then the story kept building, each page was a new turn of events. How could so much happen in one person’s lifetime? The turn of events made me question what I might have done under so many different circumstances. I do believe Jonas was her man, he always knew that to be true. Elle found reasons to be with Peter but was never able to give herself completely. Even in the end she tried to give herself to Peter but Jonas was across the water like a siren on the rocks. His pull was irresistible.
Hi Carol 🙂 The book did pack in a lot of family history.
Am I the only person who is Team Peter? Is anyone with me!?!?
I DID like Jonas. Peter & GIna were the unfortunate victims of two beings who were “soul mates”.
Thanks Lauralea! To me this is a great book club book because there is so much to discuss. I hope you come back and give us a summary of your club’s opinion.
It seemed like every person in Elle’s family picked a partner who was ill-suited to them. Honestly, I didn’t get the appeal of Elle, Peter, or Jonas. Every one of them had a messed up childhood so, as adults, they all wanted to act on impulse and get what they thought they had been deprived of as children, thereby messing up their own lives and messing up a new generation of kids. Rinse and repeat.
Peter is too perfect? Why am I the only one who appreciates Peter?!?!?
I felt that she spent a considerable time reflecting upon how much her children and Peter meant to her. The family unit was essential to her and although she was inextricably linked to Jonas, she emphasized her continued love for Peter and I don’t think she made the decision to immerse her family in the pain it would cause if she left Peter.
I agree and I think Peter is the better choice but what about her taking off her ring to go meet Jonas? Is she going to tell him that she’s staying with Peter!?!
Definitely team Peter!
I found Jonas creepy and immature. He was constantly forcing Elle into situations she didn’t want to be in.
He held her back when she was going to throw the belt to Conrad, following her around at hotels etc,, going and leaving the ring in her room, the situation on the beach…
he was doing the chasing and Elle would have been perfectly happy with Peter and not re-traumatised.
Was disappointed with the ending and the jumping back and forth annoyed me too.😕
Hi Emma and thanks for coming by with your excellent opinions. (Kidding; all opinions welcome)
I get that maybe she had to explore what she thought she could have had with Jonas (or maybe I’m just watching The Ultimatum on Netflix) but Peter is way better than Jonas!
I loved the writing in this book, and was engrossed by the story but I was left angry. I was angry when I finished the book though because Elle didn’t do the right thing for anyone but herself. The book ends with lies. Elle is a villain and her family the victims. The only way the ending works is to not play out the mess that occurs after Elle leaves. On to the next novel!
Thanks for joining, Tracy! And yay finally someone agrees with me! Jonas is the past, Peter is the future. But I think we are the only ones who see it that way!
I really relate to the poster who said she felt anger at Elle. In my opinion, Elle was given the brass ring (in addition to a wedding ring and the glass ring) Peter, A good guy, who is not only an attractive guy but very successful. She had a trifecta. I believe in the end she did choose Jonas .
I can imagine a future Elle, after living with Jonas for a few years, regretting her decision and the hurt she has caused so many people. Especially , if Peter finds another love. A man always looks better when he is on the arm of another woman!
Ooh, Vickie, I like the way you think. I could totally see Elle choosing Jonas and then, when Peter finds someone who appreciates him, is all kinds of jealous.
I’m thinking she went to Jonas in the end. Elle was a a very self involved and selfish character. Even when she was in the taxi trying to get to the hospital before her sister died, her reason for her panic is that she had to tell her about Conrad. That’s extremely selfish. What did she want from her sister absolution?
Hi Chris
Sorry that I didn’t see this in spam for a day.
I like this take! It doesn’t romanticize the Elle/Jonas relationship but fits the characters.
I am so glad I found this discussion, because I just finished this book and I am so frustrated by the ending.
I loved this book and the writing so much and I will probably read it over again.
I liked Jonas as a character and I really think he and Elle are soulmates BUT because of their shared history/trauma I don’t think they could really be happy together in the way that Elle needs.
I wanted Elle to tell Peter about Conrad.
I do think she chose Jonas, the “final time” with her wedding ring being the big clue.
I think many of us have “the one who got away” or that person whose memory will always haunt us in a way and that’s okay! I like the points that have been brought up about family patterns repeating, and for those reasons I think Jonas, while being the heart’s choice, wasn’t the right choice for Elle.
Argh this ending frustrated me so much. Lol
Thank you Kristine! I don’t mind everyone disagreeing with me but am happy to have just one person who sees it the same way.
Good point about Elle telling Peter about Conrad. I guess she will do that when she tells him she cheated with Jonas and is leaving to be with him 🙁
I came across this page as I finished the book last night and am also annoyed at Elle, lol. I do think she chose Jonas, and I feel she should have stayed with Peter. I agree with what a poster upthread said about there being too much trauma between Elle and Jonas to have a lasting relationship. Part of the appeal for them, I think, is the tension that came from the timing never being quite right. And you can’t disregard timing in relationships! I also really felt that Peter was her rock, and he deserved better than that. I don’t have patience for characters who act on their every whim and, not for nothing, the last person I’d listen to for advice would be Wallace.
Yes, exactly. Taking advice from Wallace? Hahaha, no. Everyone in Elle’s family is dysfunctional and chaotic. Break the pattern of chaos, Elle. Jonas is just a fixation of your youth. (I still think she chooses Jonas, then divorces him and probably marries yet another person.)
Taking off her wedding ring for the last time implies to me that when she returns after a final goodbye to Jonas she will put it on and never remove it again.
Ooh Susan! I had not thought of it that way. But wasn’t she taking it off for safekeeping when she swims? Is she not swimming at all anymore? Or just not with Jonas?
I hope that was it but don’t think Jonas would accept that. Especially without her ring on… He’s obsessed with her and feel almost as bad as Conrad.
I feel most sorry for Gina and Peter.
She also tells the children that she and their dad will always be together, why would she then choose Jonas and screw their little lives up?
That is my exact interpretation of the ending until I found this discussion lol. I thought she took her ring off one last time, had one last fling with Jonas because she chose Peter, their vows. Peter was her rock. After the storm, it all cleared up for her. She tried waking up Peter to go for a swim with her because she chose him. Seeing Jonás across the water, Peter sleeping, was perfect timing to end it with Jonas once and for all. I loved this book.
YES that is my final answer and I’m sticking to it (until someone on here changes my mind). Kidding, sort of. This is my absolute favorite of my book discussions because of all the completely valid interpretations. And still laughing that the author thought the ending was perfectly clear. Only Verity’s ending is less clear and that’s a whole other story.
I think she was trying to get Peter to swim with her to stop herself from doing what she really want it deep in her bones. When he said no, she took off the wedding ring and she went chimichangas. Clearly they will have problems as he also has a family. But the most disturbing part about Elle is how completely narcissistic she is. You never hear anything about her working helping to support the family or basically doing anything but being in her head and wonder about a guy she had a crush on as a teenager and apparently it was a rest of her life.
I could not really enjoy this book because the Elle character is so one-dimensional and lacking in any real interesting characteristics. Plus and this was the set up, Peter is just completely too good to be true. who would leave him except for the smoking maybe he should die of a heart attack and then she can do what she wants.
I agree with you about Peter (except about him dying -what??!!) Okay, he’s a little too perfect. And yes, she’s a lot narcissistic, despite the terrible thing that happened to her. She is just as selfish and impulsive and self-destructive as her parents. Someone needs to break the cycle this family is stuck in!
I just finished the book and I really enjoyed it, I loved the writing and the story telling by Elle. I think initially she picks Peter, but she makes the statement that her mother said to make a decision by flipping a coin and if are disappointed with the outcome, pick the other thing. This is what happened with her. She picked Peter, but was not happy or settled with it. I think she would have stayed with Peter if he had agreed to go swimming with her. She even wishes he would say yes to end this all, but he says no. So that cements her decision to be with Jonas. I also think when Peter ate all the pistachio ice cream even though she asked him to save some for her, made her rethink her choice. Ha ha, I’ve cream is important!
lol Lisa!! I think you may have a point, though that makes Elle come off as pretty indecisive. Or like she’s trying to blame him for what she’s about to do: “I wouldn’t have left you if you’d just gone swimming with me.”
And if I abandoned anyone in my family who ate all the ice cream, I’d be a hermit living alone!!